Arsenio Rodriguez - September 18, 2006
If sleeplessness was wealth,
I would live in a palace alongside the moon.
and from my window I would see the gracious spilling of light
over everything that crawls and flies.
A sidereal breeze would herald mornings,
sprinkling stars on my window sill
with music so delightful, that smiles
would spring in lovers lips and dreams.
I would walk all night awake
while everyone else is asleep.
Imagining ways to dare, to let go.
So that those impulses of forever
dissolve the tribal context of my mind
-the spaces of my ignorance.
I would dance with the svelte night,
so elegantly dressed in her dark cloak,
adorned with sounds of mystery,
and stories of love, shadows and memories.
Tender rains would then pour on me;
maternal woos, sensual lips,
and the laughter of children in eternal play.
-a total feminine display.
My body would collapse.
All the jars within my mind would pop open their lids,
spilling silly things like intellectual pride,
irony, sarcasm, wittiness, and cynicism.
And of all that insistence in showing off
would vanish like vapor
through the windows of the mind-heart open ajar.
For whenever we dance with the Splendorous Night,
our shadows are diluted by her Shadow, our dark side
is devoured by her deep darkness.
Carriages with damsels aboard would gaily cruise in front of the awakened palace,
as Beauty dressed in woman, walks the universe.
All those tribes,
of our collective imagination
would parade incessantly before my open eyes,
Jews, Shiites, Sunni, Kurds, Tarahumara,
French, Aztecs, Mayas, Masai, Kikuyu,
Japanese, Chinese, American and Thai.
And so many, many others that I don’t remember
and that I never knew.
We would all parade in carnival’s caravans,
dancing, whining, laughing, suffering,
struggling, murdering, justifying, guessing,
forgiving, loving, each in our own script.
In sleepless nights I dream of you awake
and it brings the deluge again,
drowning all and everything that is perishable
with the flood of our derelict passions.
I then recount all my happenings
I remember everyone I have met,
every thought that crossed my mind
everything I should have said but didn’t.
Every feeling upturned by antagonism in conversation
when approaches and flavors differ.
(Because one is so attached to our own utterance stuff.)
So we invented fencing with concepts and words,
in a contest of who knows better, when we know nobody does.
Our heart feels sad when the friend’s embrace becomes evasive,
as reproaches follow the diversity of approaches on this and that,
whenever we forget that we are not apart in this slumber.
If sleeplessness was wealth, everything would have been forgiven,
we would live alongside the moon making light to shine,
over the marvelous things we illuminate
with our long moon fingers.
Laughter would fill every instant
and bitterness would be a flavor
in a British drink.
We would dance all night in rounds
of day and life.
Existence would be the essence of every glance and word.
Pillows and beds, just imaginary fluffy things
to whisper in stories into our ears,
as we dance so closely the sensual rhythms
of the naked night.
A night so intimate,
profound and authentic,
that everyone is unique
while being exactly the same.
Our sleeplessness of love would burn,
making the sun wake up before daybreak,
in an unexpected rave never seen .
The sun and the moon would then dance together
their steps of light within the night.
Our souls in a merry go round
will conceive a whole new universe again.
Out of this endless love.
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Posted by Arsenio Rodriguez at September 18, 2006 04:03 PM
words ...
so beautifully intertwined ...
there are no beginings or endings ...
now I understand ..
why it is a great relief..
to run away ...
and hide ...
deep inside ...
I am not sure ...
I want to be here ...
when God decides...
to show up...
and hit me ...
in ways ...
I no longer know ...
who I am ...
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
From the mountains of faith
To a river so deep
I must be looking for something
Something sacred I lost
But the river is wide
And it's too hard to cross
And even though I know the river is wide
I walk down every evening and I stand on the shore
And try to cross to the opposite side
So I can finally find out what I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the valley of fear
To a river so deep
And I've been searching for something
Taken out of my soul
Something I would never lose
Something somebody stole
I don't know why I go walking at night
But now I'm tired and I don't want to walk anymore
I hope it doesn't take the rest of my life
Until I find what it is that I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the jungle of doubt
To a river so deep
I know I'm searching for something
Something so undefined
That it can only be seen
By the eyes of the blind
In the middle of the night
I'm not sure about a life after this
God knows I've never been a spiritual man
Baptized by the fire, I wade into the river
That runs to the promised land
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the desert of truth
To the river so deep
We all end in the ocean
We all start in the streams
We're all carried along
By the river of dreams
In the middle of the night
~Billy Joel
;)
Love, Passion!
"Lovers of God"
I have often seen you in the light
Holding up the mirror –
So I know you know God.
God has whispered your name and you have been still enough to hear
And humble enough to bow so very low,
Knowing that none of this was ever about you.
Why then, are there times you choose to forget
What you with such grace have shown me?
Why is your heart heavy today and your thoughts burdened?
Have you forgotten so quickly that God’s name and your own are one?
God must think you fickle
And certainly knows you’re a tramp.
One day naked before Him,
Rolling in the ecstasy only true lovers can know –
The next day hopping back into bed with those old thoughts of lack
And the illusion you were ever separate from Him.
Don’t worry. God is not jealous.
In fact, He wants you to know you’re always welcome back home –
So He gave me this mirror and sent me to visit.
If you become still again
And look deeply into your own reflection
You will see God.
He is holding his arms out to you,
Whispering…
“I am here beloved. I am here.”
Love, Kristin
Beautiful Mr. Rodriguez!
Now if I had talent like that I guess I would not be a temporarily sheltered homeless beggar; oh well, what is temporality anyway but a figment of imagination.
Anybody got a passport to India lying around (see if I could do some op-ed's for the Asian Age, or at least settle down in Indraprastha; and I won't steal any horses promise!) . . .
Nice quote Marek.
Peace
See what you are doing to us Mr. Rodriguez!
Nice Kristin
Peace
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Beautiful Mr. Rodriguez!
Now if I had t
"Lovers of God"
I have often seen you i
In the middle of the night
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words ...
so beautifully intertwined ..
oh, let me dance with the Splendorous Night tonight... thanks.
Love, Kristin