The "sometimes" of our lives
Build a core foundation
Degree by degree
Until a full circle is cast
In a radiance of Self
Shadow and light
Bounce off one another
In constellations magnificent

Trish~~

O please tell me
sweet master of life
why this body aches for that sometime
Is that rose scent you?
it follows me closely too

HmmmmOmmmmmChommmmm

do you feel the wind yet
can you taste her water
I love you
I am the sand and you are the beach
You are the beloved the master seeks.

Dose this ancient hummm
arouse you my dear
my memories of memories
tell you its me

Behold the Lion of the tribe
stands his mount
his bellow, a horn
Four corners he sees.
The lamb has returned
his property.

One, only one
but within
one is all
and within all
is one.

Hi Arsenio, much love to you!

I've got to invisible hand it to you, dear Arsenio!

"Womanizer" is a term I used to describe men in my life. My dad was one flirting with waitresses when his young family would go out for dinner; husband was one checking out other women in my presence; lovers wore that term in their dis-honest silence. "Womanizer" to me reflects lack of depth, clarity and sacredness between a man and a woman. That outer whole/holy experience can only happen when two have deep and sacred inner relationship.

What does "womanizer" mean to you, Arsenio?

Trish~~

The immediate certainty that we attain in moments of insight does not retain its intensity after the moments are gone. Moreover, such experiences or inspirations are rare events. To some people they are like shooting stars, passing and unremembered. In others they kindle a light that is never quenched. The remembrance of that experience and the loyalty to the response of that moment are the forces that sustain our faith. In this sense, faith is "faithfulness", loyalty to an event, loyalty to our response. -Abraham Heschel God In Search Of Man

eight legs there are 8 legs on a spider.
I'm thinkin about white chocolate pepper ice cream up in sf with fresh whip cream and hot chocolate sauce and lots of strawberries and pineapple and mango...oh look im rambing on now
yeah a thought, I know WD I know

<3

SOMETIMES

Sometimes
I just wanted to pull the shawl up over my head
On Friday night

Everyone would see me
But they'd see I was alone with my Beloved

Sometimes
I would wear a scarf to Mass and then a head covering to shul

That way, everyone would see I was not there
to be seen

Sometimes
It feels like Friday night again and Sunday morning Mass
It does tonight.

I give you my soul darling
(for Deepak mostly but some for Arsenio)

Dear Dark One
you have many women
maybe you're a womanizer
or they're your milk maids
they give you fresh milk
and long day and night
but amongst themselves
without a single fight
they must be in
spiritual love with you
for in physical love
each one will nail
and tooth fight
for her own delight.

But darling don't worry
I love you, love you, love you
call me any time at
and will be ready for you
in green bangles on my wrist
silver anklets on my ankles
thick black kohl on lashes
and my silk red bodice
with handwoven cotton
orange skirt down
just below to me knees.

Dear Dark one
you lift mountains
would you lift me
up in your arms
and treasure my soul
with your soul
darling I so much
long for you
always.

Only yours
Meera (the original)

O dear Arsenio I rapture in delight of your words!...and I write love songs...

Rapture

Rapture is a song of delight,
crescendos rise and fall,
rotate, oscillate, seesaw, shift, sway, throb
heave, quake, shake, quiver, thump
thrill, shiver, pound, pulse, ripple, swing
undulate, pitch, vibrate, jerk
tremble, accommodate, diminish, diverge,
evolve, fluctuate, swap, transmit, transpose
metamorphose, writhe
transform, transfigure, translate
pro tempore
cosmic sliced prism hues
shatter
unimagined
Bliss
We Dance
we wear new skins now
see how we glisten,
we are golden rays
10 the Planet Hallelujah
Darling Beloved
I shall have more of this
teach me tonight
open me
thrill me,
My Love
o'er the far and away lands
lead me, launch me,
into
Midnight Magnificat




Love,
Maria
(some meera)



p.s. Of what would you want to be aware?

Sometime mi enamorado
es muy angry with me

I tell him, mi cialo
mi corazon, yo love you mucho

mi enamorado drinks some beer
and eats carne y jalapaneo tamali

watches the dog fights on TV
on winning he comes embracing me

y en estas momentos da mi vida
con mi muy ducle amarado

yo siento muy muy felize
por esto yo voy belize

por una vacaciones por dos
semanas porque soy muy feliz